Sun Mi can still remember one of the saddest Christmas, she has ever experience. That year, Appa was deadly sick with a sickness she could barely understand what it was. But she knew well that he won’t survive over the Christmas.
Appa had been sick for a while and no medication could help him to be better. Not even a kiss from her would help him.
“Sun Mi ah, come here. Let me sing you a song.”
Even thought he knew he was going to leave them soon, he acted like how he was every day. He loved to sing “Winter wonderland” for her and her brother during winter break. He would always dance around and fooling with them.
It didn’t happen that year.
He could only sing, and wanted them to sing along with him.
As he started to sing and then he sang the song over and over again. They were lying on the bed next to him. They had their head on his chest, feeling his heart beat.
It stopped to beat, when he slowly spurted out words.
“I love you all.” It was his last words before leaving the world.
Umma haven’t been the same ever since, thought she married another man. She wasn’t the same old lady who took good care of her family. She was no longer happy and means it. She was cold hearted and didn’t care much.
Until the day, Sun Mi told her mother that she got into JYP entertainment. She was going to make her father’s dream come true through her.
“Go to school and be a normal kid! What are you going to do by going famous and be singer? It doesn’t last long honey! While in school, you can get an education and live long with the career”
She suddenly started to care. Mostly she blames the dream on killing her precious husband. She forbids any children of hers to sing.
Sun Mi and her mother didn’t speak to each other for months. She went against her mother’s will and would take the train to the company to practice until the night, where she would take the last train home.
Sun Mi’s mother never saw the passion in Sun Mi, in what her child wanted.
All she cared about was herself.